And just what did he say back to you, naikon?
Kill yourself. Kill your family, the few friends you have, and then yourself.
You have mentioned that FIVE TIMES.WE GET IT.We don't care that you are praying to god,after telling us that you are the fifth time!
Anyway OP, hope things go for a more positive way for you, I don't have anything to compare it to that sort of loss, but pull through, you can do it.
i sorry for you lost friend.
its hard accept it.
good luck and god in you side in your life.
Lcomotion
I believe in conspirancy in ror site